Private Revelations 12:1

Little children, praised be Jesus!

My dear little ones, I love you; and as your Mother I thank you for the times you have prayed and the times you have been faithful to God.  Allow me to say that God never needed even me.  I am nothing but a little atom, a speck of nothingness.  God did not need me to fulfill His Plan, but God chose me to bear your Savior.  And as a lowly servant, in belief, I humbly and simply said “yes.”  I did not know the way or the future. 

He was born in a humble way, no place for Him to really be born with dignity.  As a Savior, He could have grown to be a King, well-known and glorified by the people of the world.  But God the Father had a different Plan, a plan to stoop the nations of the world up until today.  He died a horrific death.  He could have saved Himself, but He died to save you.

So if you have many questions and wonder “why” God allows this or that, or “why” His answers do not fulfill to your liking, or “why” your outcomes give you doubt or despair, then perhaps you should reflect on my Son Who Himself looked for help from God the Father and even thought that His Father had abandoned Him, or reflect on a sorrowful Mother who wondered “why” my Son would die in such a manner.

This is the Way of God.  God will not reveal to all of humanity His purpose; and that is why now, even today, He works in unusual ways.  Even today many people do not believe God, my Son, is the Savior.  God could have allowed the whole world to know.  He didn’t.  He worked quietly through me.  He worked quietly through many events in His Life, and He works quietly through you.  There is a reason.  Your questions now may not all be addressed, but you have the gift of Faith.  If you choose to use it, it’s there.

That is the mystery of His Cross.  He stupefied the world, He conquered the demons, and He was glorified, and is still glorified!  And He will take you to be by Him and use you even further for His glorification.

So if you’re looking to be a “holy family,” you don’t have to look very far.  Perhaps you should love one another as husband and wife, and love your children; and you, children, should love your parents.  God will have the final say; and Father says that nothing will go by Him without it being allowed, nothing unforeseen. 

You wonder “why” so many children were killed to save my Son.  Hatred and bitterness!  You ask God questions:  “Why” this and “why” that, and “where” were You when I needed You, and “why” did this have to happen?  It happened back then as it will happen now.  There is a reason that I am not allowed to reveal.  But the day will come when you will know, because all the world will know. 

Was the slaughter and massacre of those innocent children then more than what the slaughter and massacre now is daily here?  With all the indifference and lack of holiness, why should my Son reveal the Truth of His Glory?

So even though He is a King in all His righteousness, perhaps He wants to see if you truly are worthy through your littleness and faithfulness, and your loyalty and fidelity, to be called to His banquet.   If you knew Him as “King,” you would be His best friend.  But if you don’t know, do you want to be His friend?  Or is it too bothersome?  Are you annoyed?  Does it take too much time to ponder His Love? 

What do you truly desire in your heart?  Each one of you has a desire. What is your first desire above all?  Only you can answer that.  I already know, because I know your heart.  But that is the way of the world, and in God’s time, those who think they know it all and have made a mockery of my Son—whether clergy, religious or laity, or others in authority in the Church—all will know what they did, what they didn’t do, what they could have done, what would have happened if they had said “yes,” and how God will overcome it all. 

So I bless you, as I always do; and I thank you for all your prayers.  But that is “why.”  Now you know.  God didn’t need me.  God doesn’t need you.  God desired me to be the Mother of His Son, and I said “yes.”  God desires you to be the recipient of His Love and to change the world with your “yes.”

Peace, little ones.  With the Peace and thanksgiving of God the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit, may you be blessed and receive the blessings that God desires to give to you.